Hi Busayo, good to know our princess is great.
From ur last explanation, u don’t want to fall prey twice in the hands of men. Have you tried speaking to a counselor, if I may add in, marriage is not fulfilment, it doesn’t take you to heaven neither is being single, or wealthy, however, marriage is good, it helps you focus, more closer to God, avoid sin to a large extent, and reduce multiple sex partners. there are still good guys out there you know, you have to give one a trial, to be able to c the inner person, try and erase the experience with ur baby daddy, then again, don’t be pressurized I must say, cos it’s one thing to be married, it’s another to stay in marriage. You got to free your heart girl, and allow this thing naturally, do u know how many things you expect from God and it’s not happening your way, have u therefore given up on God? Life itself is unfair, if life offers you lemon, you have to make a lemonade out of it. It’s totally fine if you don’t want to be married, for some other reasons but not becos of ur "experience"cos a lot of people in ur shoes, have had to pick up their pieces, and are happier now. am sure u have some relationship going on, and you guys r sexually active, common, don’t make it look like princess is the cause, where I know she’s a blessing. Like I said its totally up to you to choose weather to stay married, or opt for single mum. Love you Busayo, hope u find happiness