Hi Sis, plentyyyyy of hugs for your courage, all I could read is a loving wife, dieing to be loved in return, regardless. I think I can imagine how u feel, but note that even if everyone desert u, Holy Spirit will not. Am a bit layed back as to suggesting his sperm donor, since he doesn’t even touch u romantically, because while going to c a gyne he/she will request DH comes with u, but am hoping he agrees, that will be perfect then u have to try ivf procedure. Cos getting a donor sperm outside will be more disastrous, if he’s not in support, thereby leading to divorce, except u have weighed ur options. However, ttc waka nobi here at all with all the spending and test, I will advice u stick to one but ensure the doc is good. Mine is good but she stays at Shasha around egbeda it’s quite a distance for me from Surulere, but babes I dey run am like that. Hugs Nne , but u know ur a winner now, God is your strength.